Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Goddamn Wizards

You have got to be a motherfucking wizard.

How can you turn off what I do to your heart? I breathed and ate and slept and craved and cried and wanted you. How can you resist me so?

For years I'd been in control of my emotions. Never giving more than what little it takes to appear at peace, worrying only when my own selfish needs weren't met.

And then you.

You saunter into my life, smelling of forever and fucking me to tears. Do you mean to tell me you felt nothing? You didn't begin to yearn for me a fraction of the way I did for you?

I haven't been here in three uneventful years. And now? Now this is my love letter to you.

I only wanted you to want me.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

It sucks being on the otherside of the fence dont it?